In an effort to look into my past lives before I go and get a past life regression, I decided last night that I would do my own form of self hypnosis. It was very interesting. I was in bed for an hour and I saw four different lives that I lived small chunks in pieces and I’m not sure which one was the most interesting. Perhaps the shortest one..I was a dog who was burned alive in a doghouse by some children and this is what brought me out of the hypnosis. I ended up crying. This may be why I’m claustrophobic.
I spoke with a therapist today for a good hour about my own problems and also my twin and our union as much as what was relevant and I came to three different conclusions. One was that she wanted an exorbitant amount of money for a two hour session. The second conclusion was that she was not fit to handle me. She said something very interesting to me and I spoke with another twin about it tonight and what she said was this: “Just because you have a twin flame does not mean that it’s meant to be.” Now I can sit here and really take this sentence apart, but when she said it and I didn’t digest it I let it go and said “Okay, I understand.” But what I meant to say was, ” Okay, you don’t seem to get this. You are really not a twin flame and therefore you cannot counsel me.” Which leads me to the third conclusion that perhaps I should become a counselor for twin flames because it doesn’t seem like there are many out there. This whole world of twin flame mechanics and mechanisms totally enthralls me. I spoke to a few twins tonight and they said it may be a good idea. So, a door opens.
I’m really excited for spring. This one is a new life compared to last year’s bleak and miserable one. I wont expand but wow..I’m so much happier I am where I am now than where I was then. Twins cant prosper in a confused and distant together state. They can only grow and progress in separation. There’s a lot more appreciation involved.
I wish you all a lovely lunar eclipse 🙂